I'm an alcoholic, a drug (depending on who you ask) addict, borderline anorexic (comes and goes, I'm not really that skinny though but it's probably because my metabolism is slow because I go through spells of eating normally then for weeks I'll barely eat), my grandpa is dying on hospice of a brain tumor, my grandma, his wife, will probably die of MS soon after, I don't even know where my mom lives and whether or not she cares about me is highly debatable, I struggle with suicidal thoughts, not that I would ever act on them because it would destroy my dad who is a great dude who truly deserves no more heartbreak, but I'm tired of thinking about it all the time. HELP ME. Nah just kidding, I know nobody here can help with that stuff, I just wanted to vent about it real quick. I feel a little better listing it all out like that.