Good luck, Ash.
Today I thought to myself, if my life hasn’t improved in a year, I’ll probably just off myself finally. Life has been pretty empty.
Yeah. But damn man. You don’t realize how much I like your vibe. I’d miss you for sure. You don’t realize how much you contribute to the stable background of this place. I rely on all of you guys to be here. You know?
So don’t go getting all drastic and stuff. I’m on an edge of my own so I get it? But I’m still trying to get over the last pal I was writing to who decided to take a shortcut.
I still wish I’d done more to make things clear to him. I still wish I’d explained it all better. I wish I’d told him I cared a hell of a lot more than I let on.
But nah. I was too cool for all that.
(But I mean I sure felt that twice when I had to explain to his dad what all happened)
So no. Don’t think too empty and dark. You mean something to people you’ve never even met. It’s a truth.