Accusations and rebuttals.  Here we go:

reldra.

I am NOT reldra.  She is indeed her own person, and I hope she will stop back by and help put some of this foolishness to rest.  If you do an Internet search for her Username, you will see it has been around a very long time.  I have sent her an email about this so hopefully she will respond soon.

The luke.the.darkside.is.fun incident.

I don't know why the hell anyone would think this, but NO, I did NOT try to sell, nor did I even hint at selling, ANY fan edits to this person.  My PM to him/her only contained JDownloader links and info how to use JDownloader.  NOTHING ELSE.  I'm sure luke.the.darkside.is.fun will back me up, if he/she is still around.

Leguman / A B C.

I have no idea what caused you to hate me so much, but i am very sorry you feel that way.  I asked for download links, and you gave them to me.  Other people PM'd me about the links, and I told you about it.  You told me to go ahead and share them, and you also said that you were sick of getting so many PM requests from people.  I personally think, especially after seeing your behavior here, that you are a drama queen, and you NEED things to stay stirred up.  For the record, "Professor Socks" is an old handle I used on a DVD project with Dr. Gonzo (Dylan McDermond), and has NO relation to the Internet term "socks."  Do a search for "The Cure In Orange" and I guarantee our version is the best out there.  The "Invidious" username is NOT based on your dictionary definition, either.  I simply combined the Invid from Robotech and Darth Sidious.

ChainsawAsh.  See "I am NOT reldra" above.

CompMovieGuy and TV's Frink.

What can I say, other than you are just wrong concerning me, and the woes of other people should not serve as your entertainment.  That speaks volumes about YOU.

doubleofive and Warbler.

Thanks for proving that even a so-called nice guy can have two faces.

TV's Frink
Sluggo
twister111
TheBoost
none
doubleofive
CompMovieGuy
Bingowings
adywan
Akwat Kbrana
Leguman (aka A B C)

Should all be ashamed of themselves, but I'm sure they will just ridicule me more.

Moth3r (even though you banned me)
bkev

Thanks for (kinda) sticking up for me.

If there is anything else that someone would like to accuse me of (the Lindburg kidnapping, perhaps?), I challenge you to get the facts, and, here's a thought, TALK TO ME about it before plastering it all over the Web.  If I am allowed/able to respond, I will gladly do so.

For those that celebrate, HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

-JediTray, aka User897, aka JayteeSeddit

An additional note about Facebook:

If you BLOCK someone, that takes away YOUR ability to see that person's profile as well.  The recipient of your block has NOTHING to do with it.

A B C, I have only ever been nice and respectful to you.  I never shared your links with any of the many people that asked until YOU said it was okay for me to do it.  I really don't understand, other than our language/culture barriers, what I could possibly have done to warrant your sniffing out every little grain of dirt you could find on me like that.

I would prefer to leave your mistep behind us and move forward, if possible.

I'm sorry twister111.  It just seemed that you folks were having too much fun at my expense and it really hurt.  So, I just called it like I saw it.  I understand you quoting the post, but I am not going to be doing the deleting thing anymore.  :)

A B C, did someone add that "Invidious" to the Eddie picture, or is that official Derek Riggs art?  If it is, I had NO idea this one existed!  Thanks and it has gone into my Eddie files!

twister111, like I said, I was just telling you how it made me feel.  Again, I am sorry that I took it personal.  I am trying to address everything, and make sure feathers don't get too ruffled before any explanations.  Yes, I wanted to "leave" for a bit, but I did not want to be BANNED.  I was accustomed to forums that allow this, and now I know better about this one.

luke.the.darkside.is.fun, thank you for the verification.

If anyone else has something unresolved, please do share.  I will tell the truth from my point of view.

Frink, I abandoned the first attempt at a project, yes.  Guilty as charged.  Sensitive?  Hell, I might even give you that one because I think we all have moments like that.  There is a difference between making fun and personal attacks, and I do hope that someday you learn that difference.  Constantly poking at someone when they are down, or when they are trying to recover from something, is not a good trait to have.  The "woes" I refer to are the fact that you know I have medical problems and you choose to make fun of me.  I thought that a "sock" referred to someone making another account and HIDING it?

Oh well.

At any rate Frink, I took the things you said, along with everyone else, personally.  It is indeed a flaw that reveals itself sometimes and I have to work on that, but there it is.  I'm not perfect and nobody here is for that matter.

If we could move forward and not have someone "rewinding the tape" or showering the forum with past mistakes, I think we'd all be better for it.

I am trying not to sound insulting or single anyone out.  So, if there's a problem, please let's address it.  If this account is still active, I'll address it as fast as I can.

Ady, how was someone in my position supposed to react? I had been banned and blocked and couldn't find a way to contact you. I felt backed in a corner and persecuted.  I'm by no means saying it was right, but it was how I felt. 

You didn't understand me, and I obviously didn't understand you. Now I do, and I am terribly sorry for every inch of my part in this. What transpired between you and me hurt more than anything else in the whole mess. It really hurt that you (I thought) could attack me. I didn't understand what you were getting at man, and I just took it the wrong way. You have no idea how sorry I am about that.

At the time, yes, I thought everyone listed on that post should be ashamed of themselves. I will gladly create yet another forum account and change/add/correct to reflect that it was a misunderstanding between you and I and you were not at fault. You are a great guy and I hope you can see forgiveness, Ady.

For what it's worth, Happy Thanksgiving and best wishes to you and your fam, especially Dad.

And an additional note so things are clear, adywan should NOT have been in the "ashamed" list due to MY error and fucking everything up as usual.

My replies:

Are you dumb or just plain stupid? 

Yes and yes.

Calling people two faced just because they didn't want to help you is pathetic. 

Yes it is and my apologies to doubleofive and Warbler.  I was more accustomed to these fine gents acting one way, and when they didn't, it shocked and hurt me because I was vulnerable at the time.  Of course the fellas have a right to act and conduct themselves however they please.

Feelings were hurt and I lashed out.  It's a terrible feeling for someone in my situation, but it happened.  I am not proud of it, I felt betrayed, hurt, angry, etc., but I said it.  I said folks should be ashamed and now I regret it.

Hey, it's just a forum and nobody really KNOWS anyone, right?

What a Thanksgiving.  I am truly sorry to everyone.  I brought this shitstorm on myself, probably out of some deep rooted insecurity or defect or some shit.

For the record, I will not be contacting anyone again about trying to get back in, from Jay on down.  I have said my piece.  I won't be making anymore waves until February or March.  If anyone wants to talk about ANYTHING, not just my ban or whatever, please contact me at jeditray at hotmail dot com.

MTFBWY and Happy Thanksgiving.